work...work... work....

hem.. what should I say about this ... since work is necesary for living... although it is some times does make our live misserable... well that is live... some times it is unfair for us.. but some times it give us suprises which make us better person and happy....

working becomes necesary to u since that is the way we are making money to live.... but there are people making money not for living but for pleasure... well that if they are so rich... no need to struggle for their live making money ...

we are very lucky in live if we were thimking of the others that doesn't have the opportunity to work to live... there are people working like hell but they didn't get much for living... we are lucky to have good family... chance to study up to university holding diploma... digree... master... even PHD.. and getting better salary than others....

what about the people who haven't got any chance to even go to school.. because of money ... hem... so guys... be thankfull of what have been given... well we are humans ... i do sometimes hate myself.. or not being thankfull... or angry... but... when I think again.. there should be some reasons behind everything hapens to me... there should be better reason why I didn't get what I wanted... maybe I get it I'll be bad person... or something worse happened... this is the way I always "pujuk" myself when I'm not happy or something happens... I'll try my best of letting those misserable thing go off my head, by doing some thing else... when out with friends... make busy of myself ... anything...

hm.. i guess... that's why some people do say I always looks happy.. did I haven't have any problems in live... of course I did.. I also a human being like others.... maybe because.. there is always a smile in my face making others confuse of what I was feeling inside... hem.. there are time I cried.. there are times I laugh... there are time I'm angry... hem.. maybe people who are close to me did notice this... especially achik.. bai maybe you to did notice sometimes... since your room is not far way from mine back in University... hehehe... You and your cute pooh face... hehehe.... just kidding... but you does is cute... how about you guys... are you like me??